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I Could Have Imagined Anything

by Shush

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1.
feel the pressure in my head i try to hold you to my chest not so surprising like the dishes next door having staring contests with open doors i don't want that i want that at first blush the pages aren't so thin now we all say things but it didn't feel the same having staring contests with open doors i don't want that i want that having staring contests with open doors i don't want that i want that
2.
i wish i didn't want it all so much i wish i didn't need you all so much i wish i wasn't still thinking about this i wish i knew what was right was my eyes won't stay open unless you're the one to hold them you wait for me to open up you make my stomach hurt i wish i could sweat it out i wish i knew what i was talking about my eyes won't stay open unless you're the one to hold them you wait for me to open up you make my stomach hurt
3.
I read a line in a book last night It said we’re all just doing our best I don’t know when I’ll reach my potential But till then I need to give it a rest But I’m happier now that I cut my bangs I do my best when I make mistakes I wanna fail and not feel bad I wanna feel alive again I’ll brush my teeth, get out of bed I’ll write a song and I won’t care if it’s bad I’ll do a downward dog and a yoga video But first I need to unclench my jaw There’s tension in my forehead That I haven’t let go of since last fall But I’m happier now that I cut my bangs I do my best when I make mistakes I wanna fail and not feel bad I wanna feel alive again I’ll brush my teeth, get out of bed I’ll write a song and I won’t care if it’s bad I’ll write a song and I won’t care if it’s bad The world is bigger than me and my problems (x8)
4.
I don’t know What to do with my time I guess I’ll stay inside Some days it’s hard Some days it’s not so bad, it’s fine I guess it’s fine I miss going places and doing things I miss things I would take for granted I miss my mom I wish that I could hug my friends Maybe I’ll get a pet It’s such a drag Having to work to stay alive Maybe I’ll dye my hair I miss going places and doing things I miss things I would take for granted Every day of the week I’m staring down my own mortality I miss going places and doing things I miss things I would take for granted
5.
i have to cry for you and yourself I can't say i know what to do with myself work through it out loud right into your ear all i can do is walk around making mistakes can't swallow it down well at all familiar feeling now but ill be honest but you'll never forgive that stuck on indigo wish i could say anything else wanna see you with my eyes closed and what can i do but ill be honest but you'll never forgive that stuck on indigo
6.
The Worst 04:21
i choke on your words passed in between left on the way my own voice hurts my ears i see you and me tell me the worst give me your worst tell me the worst give me your worst i get so bored all i can do is want what you have you probably feel so bad too and we wouldn't get along tell me the worst give me your worst tell me the worst give me your worst i get so bored and 20 minutes late u try i try u don't ever try i get bored i get bored
7.
Mosquito 03:44
don't tell me its all in my head i could have imagined anything i never knew what i loved more myself or your grip my mosquito bites itch i can't satisfy them there's too many to count too many to count too many to count think of you and i'd rather not my arms won't stop itching for as long as i live everything you said made perfect sense but i didn't understand a word of it my mosquito bites itch i can't satisfy them there's too many to count too many to count too many to count there's too many to count too many to count too many to count
8.
School Nurse 04:11
way out here i don't know whats real anymore i don't know what I'm looking at seems like everything is too terrible all the time theres not one inch left i can't take anything back vile inside send me to the school nurse i wanna go home not one more second here i can't stay here anymore i wanna go hold on tight to the mechanical bull im getting dizzy i can't say anything i can't say anything send me to the school nurse i wanna go home not one more second here i can't stay here anymore i wanna go send me to the school nurse i wanna go home not one more second here i can't stay here anymore i wanna go go
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Way Out Here 02:33

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released by Kitchen Knife Blood Pact Records
engineered, mixed, and mastered by Anita Velveeta
album art by our own Grace, Colleen, and David
Shush is Natalie, Colleen, Grace and David, based in Minneapolis
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released September 3, 2021

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Shush Minneapolis, Minnesota

Shush released their debut album "I Could Have Imagined Anything" in 2021 and their EP Whirlpool in 2023.

Pic by Juliet Farmer.

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